Looking back at old photos certainly brought back some memories..
Memories that are cherished and forgotten..
It’s good to refresh back those moments..
I notice that my brothers always manage to pull off with some cute poses..
It’s quite heartening to look back..
But it makes me realised that our childhood is now over..
So is my teenage years.. (almost)

Like everyone is saying..

i wish for a Time Machine this Christmas~ XD

there there, my 5 week holidays had down to 4 weeks..
i have to leave in 20 minutes..
Went Genting Highland after last day of college this year..
took some amazing shoots.. but not going to update due to laziness
spend time with family such as watching PCK together XD
Went tennis traning with Mr. Lee, deteriorated due to lack of practice but improve again after a few lessons..
played mad tennis with Bro and Kai Xiang..
Hung out with dearie Kaili.. she’s still oh-so-awesome after almost a year of not seeing her.. ^.^
Myself and Kaili taught Ah Joo how to skate.. which leads us to realise latter that we are pretty much screwed with skates too.. meet seowyan on the same day too!
Went astaka alone yesterday, saw CK.. jog with him one round.. felt like dying.. ate too much previously..
Then coincidentally saw LeePing after that round.. Shared a rainbow moment with her.. it was about to rain so we manage to see a clear rainbow(actually it was 2 rainbows).. admiring the rainbow with a friend was magnificent ~

Going out now~……

Gosh, Holidays are good!

listening to orianthi- according to you <3

HEY… IS IT SNOWING?? =P

it’s been a year since i updated my flickr photos…

time to blow the dusts away! GOSH

Totally hooked up with colbie caillat’s “breakthrough” album!

IKNOW,THISISSUPERRANDOMSTUFFI’MSAYINGHEREWHATEVER =)

what was done.. could never be undo..

Even when you hurt someone..

sure, time heals..

but scars remains..

and no anti-scar cream can EVER remove that mark..

so what’s the point looking back?

feel the remorse and guilt?
the disappointment, desperation?
What’s the use?
can it bring back the past?

I know what i did was a classic mistake..
a mistake that no one should repeat..
but i did it anyway, unintentionally.
And it felt terrible, who wouldn’t?

But you know what?
He is still good..
and i trust in Him..

What ever that’s gonna happen..
I’ll have to believe that it will happen for a reason..
and i should get over about the past..

because you know what?
Today is a good day..

And i’m not going to spoil it.

i stumble across this song a few weeks ago.. it’s the theme song from Zettai kareshi? (absolute boyfriend)

called okaeri by ayaka- love it!

AND i was watching advent children again yesterday.. now i understand the story line (smacks forehead) don’t mind watching it again though, because of the impeccable graphics.. anyone? =)

Here comes the deva ju.. i played crisis core last year and that was by far the best game i’ve ever played.. (ya.. i seldom play video games) then, while googling just now i notice that ayaka sang the song ‘why’ in crisis core! i really  love that song because the  song made me sob (a lot) while finishing the game… (really sad mah)

konklusinya

conclusion is : great songs + same singer = not surprise  =)

listening to some leehom songs..

What a great afternoon. =)

Not wanting to spend Sunday night facing the four walls in my room, I decided to go Starbucks in attempt so study slash Fb-ing. To be frank, I hate coffee, so I ordered ice-blended Green Tea venti instead. Always wanted to try it and the verdict is, tasted not bad but preferably with more weep cream. =)
As usual it’s chilly inside, and drinking ice-blended beverages doesn’t help either. After a while, nature finally calls, and well.. I need to visit the loo of course, leaving all my belongings unattended, laptop, cash, etc. Thank goodness everything is still there when I return, as I was sitting down, I heard my infamous message ringtone – Pikachu chuchu-ing.

And guess what?

“saw ur fb profile! I’m in starbucks too!:) ” ruth.

Small world right!

So we sat down and chit-chat, in the mists of it Ruth started ogling at the Korean dude at the next table. So Ruth right??? (tsk tsk, agree) At the end of the night, i had crazy fun hanging out with her even though it wasn’t planned. =)

Now, back to studies! Shoosh

Sitting alone on Halloween night facing the empty cafeteria, it was raining cats and dogs. In the mists of revision, a sweet looking stranger approach suddenly for some foolscap paper.
“hmmm, she’s cute, she’s speaking too fast.. wait..can’t understand her accent.. what??” I thought, was tongue tied for a brief second before handling her two foolscap paper when she asked for one.
There was only the two of us versus the whole empty space, a little queer but I like it. Listening to the rain droplets (later realize it was the AC ) , surrounded by tranquility, silence. The ideal place to concentrate on Mathematics yet the sore shoulder decide to give some annoyance. Then, I notice the sweet girl was staring at me, smiling. Baffled, I smiled back.

*Hocus Pocus Focus*

(evil witch laughing evilly) – super random, [due to Halloween]

That’s how I spend the night, the whole day actually.. sitting in the cafeteria, manage to read ‘Graduan’ in the process, chilling under 4pm sun blaze, had some school of thought. Spent the day alone, spoke to strangers instead ironically.
Yea, tobecontinue, while leaving the sweet girl smiled again and wave goodbye, i have no idea why my mouth is glued. So I just waved back and smile, twice, because she waved twice. Yea, lame. -Theend-

Should i go back this week?

Reluctant yet tempted in the same time..

I’m just done with 4/10 of my papers, nothing much to say actually..

miss many things… i’ve been planning how to spend my holidays already, like, hello~!!??! exam is still on..

still contemplating though..

the title just reflects the song i’m tuning too.. no relation what so ever.. too bad..
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Dear WordPress[dot]com,

oh gosh, i think i’m in deep trouble. Still stuck with what to write for my PS, struggling with the final touches before examination, don’t even think i’m anywhere near my target.. Officially declare that the stress meter has exceeded it’s limit.. i’m on the verge that i can’t do anything properly.. Experiencing headaches daily due to lack of sleep, lack of sleep due to insomia, insomia due to… and the chain reaction continues.. This battle is approaching and I’m barely done with wearing the armour.. needless to mention the swordsmen skill.. (stupid metaphor)

in other words, yes, emo conquers again.. might as well change the blog title to emoness in me right? i thought so too.. (now i’m talking to myself.. see how bad things are?) The past few days was nothing but sad.. like, damn sad.. (it’s not self pity) i just feel, sad.. because a person that is significant in my heart left.. and i’m puzzled.. Dread having dilemmas but that’s what i’m in now..

And now i don’t feel like typing because of the clusters roaming in the mind..

anyone care to drop some advice? greatly appreciate it..

PS: I miss it.. but then.. it’s already October.. and i still miss it..