Should i go back this week?
Reluctant yet tempted in the same time..
I’m just done with 4/10 of my papers, nothing much to say actually..
miss many things… i’ve been planning how to spend my holidays already, like, hello~!!??! exam is still on..
still contemplating though..
the title just reflects the song i’m tuning too.. no relation what so ever.. too bad..
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Dear WordPress[dot]com,
oh gosh, i think i’m in deep trouble. Still stuck with what to write for my PS, struggling with the final touches before examination, don’t even think i’m anywhere near my target.. Officially declare that the stress meter has exceeded it’s limit.. i’m on the verge that i can’t do anything properly.. Experiencing headaches daily due to lack of sleep, lack of sleep due to insomia, insomia due to… and the chain reaction continues.. This battle is approaching and I’m barely done with wearing the armour.. needless to mention the swordsmen skill.. (stupid metaphor)
in other words, yes, emo conquers again.. might as well change the blog title to emoness in me right? i thought so too.. (now i’m talking to myself.. see how bad things are?) The past few days was nothing but sad.. like, damn sad.. 
(it’s not self pity) i just feel, sad.. because a person that is significant in my heart left.. and i’m puzzled.. Dread having dilemmas but that’s what i’m in now..
And now i don’t feel like typing because of the clusters roaming in the mind..
anyone care to drop some advice? greatly appreciate it..
PS: I miss it.. but then.. it’s already October.. and i still miss it..
