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For the past two days, it was living hell..  Yesterday we had our another Learning to Score BM nonsense.. It was utterly agonizing.. the front page was written “GALUS” (gagal or lulus).. it sounds very insulting to me.. and i, ducking hate that paper..  To aggravate the day, this idiotic teacher came and talk to me.. The conversation was very, duckingly offensive..

IT:”why are you all sooo busy applying for matrix?? Don’t you know there’s a specific quota  for non-bumis? Even the 9 A’s students can’t get it what makes you think you all can be selected?” (said in a very ego pattern)

Me: “it’s not necessary, they choose randomly.. Everyone that applies stands a chance..” and i was freaking positive about my statement because my eldest brother got matrix miraculously.. and he only got 4 A’s plus 9G. However,  i didn’t mention it to her la.. wasn’t in a mood to argue, especially with species like her..

IT: “This class where can get one.. they only choose around 15 people.. so few.. what for apply.. “

Me: ” Even if it means 15 people, there is still a possibility what? “

IT: “Huh, you’ll never stand a chance..” *roll eyes* *walks away*

WHT !!! What’s her problem!? She a teacher, and is she suppose to insult students?!? That was pure rudeness.. I was boiling and even Ruth can sense the heat.. to set things clear, I DIDN’T EVEN APPLY FOR MATRIX!!!!! I wish i could just stand up, give her a one tight slap (or maybe more) to shut her bitchy mouth.. I seriously can’t stand her pattern, what did students do to deserve punishment like this.. mental torture… (okay, i was in a super bad mood yesterday)

Today was also a bad day, we had another Learning to score BI which wasn’t as bad as yesterday’s.. Why am i hating all the days?!?!? sheesh.. Yea.. because i was studying.. and the only subject on earth will make me lose my head…

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TADA!

(hey, it’s the ducking Form 4 Sejarah)

I nearly exploded reading this, reading each page was tormenting plus you have to understand every word, page.. Maybe i should just give up on this sub.. what a waste of my time and energy..

Trial is like, another 25 more days!!!!!!!!!!!

*skips topic*

Needless to say, gees.. thanks 2bro for giving me advice when i desperately needs one..;).. and i’m very taken aback that you’ve become, decent. Getting a hug from you was the last thing i’ve expected.. Ironically, i just had to accidentally dropped my jacket and pick it up before replying to your hug.. Gosh that was awkward… but it’s good.. it’s good..

During our conquer Kinabalu expedition, 2007.