Slacking..

First day of our 2nd monthly test is finally over.. it was kinda stressful really, maybe  because  i had high expectations? Anyway, it wasn’t that bad .. walking out of the classroom after completing Chinese paper was the best i felt in days.. (even though all the subjective questions were left blank..Oh well.. *shrugs*)  

” Why you have to give yourself so much stress??”

Chin Yeng asked me a day before the exam.. hmm, I just don’t wanna dissapoint myself with bad results.. Yea, kiasu-phobia it is.. The fear of being a sore loser rings in my head everyday.. Last year was really an awful year.. i guess i’ve mention it too many times in here..

Another pathetic reason why I’m damn stress out is……………………… JENG! JENG!

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dammit.. a freaking PSP!!!!!!!!!!!!

Apparently Bro was feed up with it.. so, i begged he decide to give it to me.. Stupid thing so addictive.. it’s been time consuming most of the time.. but thank goodness i’ve completed the retard game “God Of War”.. and also I’m looking forward for Kingdom Heart’s “Birth By Sleep”  which is still TBA.. sighed..  Too love the game.. But i wouldn’t be that arse to play it for the time being.. Cause the aftermath is….

Play PSP before exam/test = remorse and even more pressurised

Been slacking a lot since the beginning of 2nd half, as in to compare with 1st half.. this is bad indeed… Especially when you know what you’re bound to study in future requires all the above average.. Only way to redeem myself is…. stop worrying so much? find back the motivations? I’m confused by myself, peculiar..

*yawns*

Okay la.. today was an exhausting day..  shall go out to the balcony and inhale some night air.. shalom..(which means welcome, goodbye or peace)

[Those were the memorable moments that one will cherish for life, but now what is left is all alone... ]

Music in my ears: Jason Mraz – I’m Yours