Out of all the places and time.. you decided to say it when I’m sweating, exhausted. Great, just great.. You looked me in the eyes… that glare… and you spit it out.. have guts i must say… but my respond was stiff.. i decided to remain speechless and walked away… (i was bewildered okay?!)
I knew it was coming, but i tried avoiding it yet it was inevitable.. you apologized for the way you’ve been treating me but i wasn’t gonna say “i forgive you”.. never.. because it was partially my fault too for being the revolting person whenever I’m in a grumpy mood. What’s so great about apologizing and forgiving???? WRONG! It means the whole world for one to throw their pride and ego just to say the word. And I’m sorry too for not being an ideal friend.. everyone has their weaknesses and that’s what makes us human..
Yea, so thats how the three week silent treatment ended.. and we’re suppose to talked again on Monday.. but will we??? lets leave it for time to tell shall I? Shalom~
PS: I’m suppose to pose up some pictures.. but this post was really abrupt.. it happened right after i wrote the previous post.. ironic..
July 10, 2008 at 6:46 am
well..it took u two bloody long 2 make things right!! I cant stand another week watching her emoing by herself (its so heartbreaking! its making me wanna cry…)
she was keeping it all by herself even though she dint say it out loud but i can feel her grief. Seriously, we been out Duo-emoing that day(the every afternoon before she say sorry). N after some heart 2 heart she agreed the cold war have 2 stop.(belive me its a very emoing conversation).
Ah well, its good 2 know the both of u r fine n are bff again.
it will be terrible 2 lose a friend over a small matter.
keep it up…best friends 4ever…
p.s. since when did u hv the habbit of writing (p.s.)in yor blogs?…(dont tell me u r reading ‘p.s. i love u’ too…)