Something’s missing…

Happy Chinese New Year ya all~~!! It’s the time of year which i love the most.. whereby all the far far relatives will come home for reunion night and nonetheless, getting Ang Pows from them.. hehe .. we had steamboat this year.. which is I’m fine it.. except the Styrofoam plates part… you know.. hot soup + Styrofoam = cancerous!! The fireworks was a blast.. but the best part was still everyone being together having some great laughs.. some catching ups throughout the year and bla bla..

In spite of the merry atmosphere under the starry vast sky.. something was seriously missing.. I wasn’t in a mood to celebrate CNY!!!! no interest in gambling sessions at all.. i even declined Pei Ling’s invitation to her CNY party.. don’t bother to go ‘pai nian’ this year.. emo? drunk? no idea…. maybe I’m missing Thai? ish.. clueless.. i don’t even know whats wrong with me…..

Anyway, my grand aunty’s family is freaking hilarious.. they can talk, joke about anything.. in other words… they’re open minded lo.. two of her daughters are married to Ang Mohs… Aunty Mei Mei and her Aussie husband , both are bloody humorous.. the couple are so sweet together~!!! Especially the way she described Indianitis ( Indians usually scream hell loud during giving birth).. All of grandaunt’s children pursue their further education abroad…

Yea.. maybe this is bugging me.. studying abroad.. i believe by doing so it helps me to grow up? independent? (dream on la) one true fact is… studies is everything… you can’t go far without having knowledge.. so, it’s really a joke when i heard this guy (complete empty headed moron) wants to study architecture in Taylor’s.. “what the hell dude, you can’t even calculated simple maths!” So what your parents have money??? It disgusts me to see such a spoiled brat like you assuming everything is simple and easy in this world..

My point is, i have to strive.. i have to prove to my parents I’m worthy for them.. Gambatte to all those who are having the same dilemmas as i am..

p.s: I’m starting to neglect my homeworks.. studies.. is it because of this auspicious season?? or I’m just getting lazier by the day?

p.p.s: will upload some cool fireworks video soon..