* no pictures are available lately.. just boring post that nobody reads….
Yea.. i believe that changes are made in this world for the better good.. not all.. but mostly things that are happening around me.. for an instances, 4 years ago, i never thought that this someone would ever ever be my best friend lolz.. or i never though that I’ll love going to church (yes.. i dislike going church when i was young.. shame on me..)
Out of ten friends i asked them to describe me.. ten of them will agree that I’m the straight forward type.. During primary days.. i was this.., jerk.. to realize it is just too late for the damages had been done.. once my friends are strangers now.. as i glance through some of the testimonials i wrote long time ago.. it’s just bloody rude.. thank goodness I’m not that asshole terrible person anymore..(m i?) [full stop]
(Dunno what to write anymore).. (=.=) anyway, back to school… it turns out that being emo is actually good.. firstly, it crushes the teacher’s impression on me.. then, it smashes my esteem, confidence of being a smartass.. great combo.. kills you right to the toe.. just like grass poison.. finally, it’s all up to you weather to stand up n start running or remain pathetically lying on the floor, lifeless.. works for me la.. (on my knees now) ..
One week is gone now.. time is at the essence.. to me.. time moves like a rapid train.. there’s definitely new changes on me.. which i hope it sustains.. i can’t bear with my old self.. fooling around n wasting time.. i have a big goal to achieve.. n there’s only one chance, one free kick.. n i hope i scores….
p.s: the bugger (previous post) din disturb me anymore.. thanks to my marvelous ignoring pupil technique.. need to cover lots on studies.. have to read like a donkey now….
