School life starts..

2 days down.. another 200 more something days to go… hell ya I’ll turn out to be a psycho by the end of the year if i don’t vomit out everything that’s extremely bugging me.. firstly, the bloody spinster is super duper arrogant.. all she does in class is self high, bragging about the greatest about herself, which i can compromise..

But people like me just can’t stand people like her criticizing others.. so what if you are a teacher.. is it ethical to just say: ” Why your class English is so terrible?!??!.. only F can write good essay.. but F’s is still consider bad…” or ” why you behavior is like this “… This is just outrageous u pathetic person! Your English standard is not even close to Mr. Patrick’s n u are showing off like a smart ass.. please do look at the mirror you ugly spinster.. I never felt so furious because of a teacher.. not even chemistry teacher for crying out loud.. her attitude is too much.. words that came out from her stinking mouth is like poison… not wonder her bf dumped her.. every time u called my name is a nightmare for me.. ironically I’m not scare of u.. but i hate u.. the 1st ever teacher i really really really do hate… (hate is a powerfully word… n it’s a sin.. at least I’ll b saying something different during confession this year.. )

In my class, there’s this bugger.. disturbing me like it’s nobody’s business.. especially when I’m studying (for once!).. talking rubbish to me while i need concentration.. i really felt like slapping the bugger.. even though he was my friend.. well, i rather dumped this friendship.. in exchange.. DUN EVER TALK TO ME!!!!! i dislike ur B.O.. i dislike your patterns, get lost man!! I’m so sick n tired talking to u.. please dun disturb me!! (fire big now) can’t i have peace in this class??? I’ve done enough of playing.. n it’s time for me to stop… y can’t u understand??

Another reason for me to be emo, met Mdm Ng (Mrs Cheah).. i asked:” hey teacher~ which class are u teaching?? “.. Mdm Ng: ” i’ll b teaching u.. 5SC..” shoot.. now i’m super emo.. Mdm Lim saw me in 5SB: ” i thought you are in 5SC???”.. triple emo now.. Here i am.. letting myself down again n again.. hesitating whether I’m capable to study my ambition.. hell ya I’m disappointed in myself.. reality really smacked me against the wall… OUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The fact that i was so looking forward for school to reopen… it turns out pretty sucks for me huh…. i guess thats how my final year started…

They are some positive things happened too.. just to emo to write now.. maybe next post..

p.s: sorry for the emoness.. really can’t control.. 2day was really bad, mentally.. consider good i din write out all those foul words playing in my mind previously..

Music I’m listening currently: Alicia Keys- No One