Friday night fever..

I was having this urge to blog.. but due to connection failure just now here i am now.. full of thoughts but no urge to write.. i received a devastating message just now.. not sure but must be from that bitch.. (but lets not discuss about it shall we?) ..

Yea.. another week had passed.. Friday is officially my blog night!.. for once, i had an afternoon snooze this year.. (serious!).. In my whole life.. this is the 1st time i manage to complete my assignments for 4 consecutive weeks! it’s like a world record to me.. needless to say, i spent time rather wisely now.. i even have a study schedule! astonishingly.. But sadly, i only communicate pupil who are 1 meter radius within my seat.. n names i couldn’t be bothered to know.. socialize is so not my thing anymore..

Recently, my was a bit short tempered.. like today, Pei Ling (sits beside me in class) asked some inquiries humbly.. and i replied her: ” can you stop bugging me !!! I’m really busy today .. cant you see that!@!!?! ” .. she even said sorry to me later.. crap.. I’m filled with remorse.. sorry Pei Ling!!! i know you won’t blame me (or rather forgotten about it by now ).. but i should have controlled my emotions..

The whole week is filled with stressful task.. and it’s not even related to studies..Mr. Rajesh called me to confirm bloody names for who are taking part in sports.. ONE BY ONE.. WITHOUT THE CLASS GIVEN..!!! ~!@#$%^&* what ever.. i passed back the paper the next day obviously without checking the names.. who cares if I’m the stupid “
ketua”.. i’m not gonna waste my time on doing that.. last year too kaypoh, joined 200m, 400m, 800m.. this year kena the same acara again.. I’m damn pissed.. lose lah.. i only pray hard it wouldn’t clash with my tuitions!!!! Tonnes of things are bugging me lately.. Argh!!!!!!! I’ll shout till my voice box breaks.. (only joking)

BITCH!!!!!

-okay.. emo part n pissed off part stops here-

Yup, blogging is a place whereby i finds leisure.. Besides that, I’ve adapted a new hobby.. READING!!! Yay~~~ reading novel to be precise.. I wanna have a wider vocab.. then i can write a better quality blog.. right?? so.. both hobbies are somehow related.. hehe…

Lastly, to end this post… i wish my 2Bro Happy 18th B’day!!!! (it’s tomorrow btw)

Deliberately choose your gay picture.. this is pure revenge for the time you wasted my 3 hours waiting for your stupid hair in that stupid saloon… Yea.. your sister is evil… live with it…

Songs I’m listening lately-> F.I.R.- day day night night, Get High~

hectic…

Okay.. 2 weeks gone already… Our chemistry teacher is officially useless ass not good in teaching.. what are the facts that prove my point?

-wipes the blackboard more than teaching
-easily distracted by paikias outside the classroom
-sensitive to people taking or even laughing
-very particular about boy’s neatness
-declares that Form 5 chemistry is easy

HELL NO!!!!

-completed chapter 1 f5 within 4 periods
-gives exercises but never discuss nor mark..

I’M DOOOOM!!!!! yea.. thats why students need tuitions.. but most importantly still need to study yourself la.. Monday to Sunday.. everyday tuition tuition tuition.. some people even have 4 tuitions per day!!! !@#$%^&*() that’s inhuman!!! Even though i agree tuitions are a necessities.. but self reliance is more prominent.. right????

enough of chemistry.. btw,

Biology rocks!!! not because the teacher rocks.. but arguing with the teacher is damn siok!! Teacher’s intonation is a little off… yet acceptable la.. once you know her teaching technique bio is very very very fascinating.. During her periods only a few cats is paying attention.. so, a few of us will be shooting questions towards her.. not to say that I’m showing of or what.. but doing so really boost your knowledge about bio.. hehe.. hope that bio will improve.. yay.. I’m glad that I’m concentrating in every class every subject(almost)..

The me now is like, everyday.. homework study homework study.. still watch tv n on9 though.. only thing is every time i do so.. a big lump of rock is pressed on my chest.. in other words-GUILT!! I’ll realize the time I’m wasting.. all the studying i could be doing.. haiz…

ANYWAY!

Tomorrow is our school’s annual mini marathon (rentas desa).. for girls the distance to run is 4.4KM (if I’m not mistaken..) this year I’m well trained! hey, I climbed 4095m above sea level still not good enough r???! jkjk.. most of my friends have better staminas than me.. just wishing them all the best..! n i’ll try my best too!.. to win myself la..

Hopefully I’ll get to upload some interesting pictures regarding tomorrow’s event… or else this blog is seriously dying….

Surprisingly,

Last night big bro called… i miss him so much!!! but the conversation we had is totally lame.. (warning… this is very lame)

me: hi…. (dumbfounded)
bro: hi….
me: what..?
bro: what what??.. so how r u lately..
me: me? been busy lo… studying meh!
bro: i’m also busy here…
me: izit cold????… (lame ques)
bro: yea… but today snow is 2 inches only.. last week was 6 inches..
me: eat b’fast d? got bath annot??
bro: i don’t eat b’fast.. bath three days once lo…

blah blah blah blah blah… due to lameness.. i shall no say anymore..

Yea.. i envy him very much.. to b able to study abroad.. thats like a dream come true to me.. kla better stop here.. this post is bloody long.. you guys probably are snoring now..

*2bro just came back from KL.. 2 weeks in taylor.. can’t wait to hear from him..

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Big bro!!!! just to say that i miss you and take care of yourself.. do study hard r.. n don’t waste lotsa money.. or else daddy n mummy cannot afford for my studies.. (in the future!) <3 Christine.

changes..

* no pictures are available lately.. just boring post that nobody reads….

Yea.. i believe that changes are made in this world for the better good.. not all.. but mostly things that are happening around me.. for an instances, 4 years ago, i never thought that this someone would ever ever be my best friend lolz.. or i never though that I’ll love going to church (yes.. i dislike going church when i was young.. shame on me..)

Out of ten friends i asked them to describe me.. ten of them will agree that I’m the straight forward type.. During primary days.. i was this.., jerk.. to realize it is just too late for the damages had been done.. once my friends are strangers now.. as i glance through some of the testimonials i wrote long time ago.. it’s just bloody rude.. thank goodness I’m not that asshole terrible person anymore..(m i?) [full stop]

(Dunno what to write anymore).. (=.=) anyway, back to school… it turns out that being emo is actually good.. firstly, it crushes the teacher’s impression on me.. then, it smashes my esteem, confidence of being a smartass.. great combo.. kills you right to the toe.. just like grass poison.. finally, it’s all up to you weather to stand up n start running or remain pathetically lying on the floor, lifeless.. works for me la.. (on my knees now) ..

One week is gone now.. time is at the essence.. to me.. time moves like a rapid train.. there’s definitely new changes on me.. which i hope it sustains.. i can’t bear with my old self.. fooling around n wasting time.. i have a big goal to achieve.. n there’s only one chance, one free kick.. n i hope i scores….

p.s: the bugger (previous post) din disturb me anymore.. thanks to my marvelous ignoring pupil technique.. need to cover lots on studies.. have to read like a donkey now….

School life starts..

2 days down.. another 200 more something days to go… hell ya I’ll turn out to be a psycho by the end of the year if i don’t vomit out everything that’s extremely bugging me.. firstly, the bloody spinster is super duper arrogant.. all she does in class is self high, bragging about the greatest about herself, which i can compromise..

But people like me just can’t stand people like her criticizing others.. so what if you are a teacher.. is it ethical to just say: ” Why your class English is so terrible?!??!.. only F can write good essay.. but F’s is still consider bad…” or ” why you behavior is like this “… This is just outrageous u pathetic person! Your English standard is not even close to Mr. Patrick’s n u are showing off like a smart ass.. please do look at the mirror you ugly spinster.. I never felt so furious because of a teacher.. not even chemistry teacher for crying out loud.. her attitude is too much.. words that came out from her stinking mouth is like poison… not wonder her bf dumped her.. every time u called my name is a nightmare for me.. ironically I’m not scare of u.. but i hate u.. the 1st ever teacher i really really really do hate… (hate is a powerfully word… n it’s a sin.. at least I’ll b saying something different during confession this year.. )

In my class, there’s this bugger.. disturbing me like it’s nobody’s business.. especially when I’m studying (for once!).. talking rubbish to me while i need concentration.. i really felt like slapping the bugger.. even though he was my friend.. well, i rather dumped this friendship.. in exchange.. DUN EVER TALK TO ME!!!!! i dislike ur B.O.. i dislike your patterns, get lost man!! I’m so sick n tired talking to u.. please dun disturb me!! (fire big now) can’t i have peace in this class??? I’ve done enough of playing.. n it’s time for me to stop… y can’t u understand??

Another reason for me to be emo, met Mdm Ng (Mrs Cheah).. i asked:” hey teacher~ which class are u teaching?? “.. Mdm Ng: ” i’ll b teaching u.. 5SC..” shoot.. now i’m super emo.. Mdm Lim saw me in 5SB: ” i thought you are in 5SC???”.. triple emo now.. Here i am.. letting myself down again n again.. hesitating whether I’m capable to study my ambition.. hell ya I’m disappointed in myself.. reality really smacked me against the wall… OUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The fact that i was so looking forward for school to reopen… it turns out pretty sucks for me huh…. i guess thats how my final year started…

They are some positive things happened too.. just to emo to write now.. maybe next post..

p.s: sorry for the emoness.. really can’t control.. 2day was really bad, mentally.. consider good i din write out all those foul words playing in my mind previously..

Music I’m listening currently: Alicia Keys- No One

2XX8 resoLutions

Hello 2008!! this is my 1st post written in 2008… (juz talking crap) Yesterday we celebrated countdown lo.. just like every other year… went Lumut at 11p.m. jammed till 11.45p.m.. finally found a parking.. stopped by at Capri’s, ordered sky juice.. Midnight strikes… walah~ HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!! btw, thanks again to Jiun Shan for tagging me to Lumut.. hehe.. nothing much to do anyway in the last day.. just a bit emo though.. once again we’re a year older.. yikes.. ohya… thanks for letting me crash in ur house again.. it was a spontaneous decision..:P watched The Enchanted till 3a.m… then chatted till 4a.m. gua.. woke up at 10.00a.m. ate b’fast.. went home.. do house chores again..boring.. (hate it)

Earlier yesterday went for Mrs. Tan MT tuition.. she’s still she.. full with cold jokes.. but funny.. only thing u dare not laugh cause you’ll feel like an idiot.. (trust me in this) ahh..my 1st tuition in 6 weeks.. gosh i miss tuitions!!! still hate the cycling under the hot sun part though.. Suddently i’m so in to doing her hWs.. brain cracking.. but very satisfying once u got the answer.. hehe.. n I’m thinking of taking both Chemistry tuitions for form 4 n 5.. (mom says is good) since i fail in chem.. lolz.. thanks to our so freaking pregnant i dun care how u suck in chem. teacher… mention about her will gek wan.. looking forward when school reopens.. I’m rotting at home now… that ain’t good..

Back to my main point today.. my list for 2008 resolutions..

-Be courteous to everyone..^.^ (no more vicious Christine..)
-Studies comes first!
-Tuition comes second!
-Dll comes last..
-lose weight (that’s everybody’s resolution k..)
-be fitter..
-Read more books to improve GK
-Improve English speaking n writing
-find a confirmation name n godparent
-apply for YE
-apply for OBS again.. (if possible)
-visit friends in S’pore
-cut down in sugar n caffeine n alcohol
-restricted time for loitering
-sit on a chair while studying
-no more English dramas until SPM ends.. sobs.. T.T
-dun waste time.. (in everything..tv..computer..etc)
-Lastly, …. DRIVE CAR!!!!! BWAHAHAHAHHAHA

I’ll fulfill the promises i’ve made.. right Ruth?? we’ll b SBW if u get what i mean..-giggles-.. n yes Pearly.. I’ll pass my add maths k? hopefully we all will accomplish whatsoever thingies in our lifes with flying colours… May this year b a great year for all of us! God blessed..