Alamak!

Exam is near… Kiasu pupil like me will be hiding in their home forcing them self to memorize and read as many facts as possible.. before the war begins… what la… i hate this kind of life.. like a tortoise… a coward.. but this is the true facts… I’m not mentally prepared for this exam.. because i know..this will determine my results n then my position in class n then my future.. i cant bear to face the truth.. the dark and blurry truth..

I’m always the last minute type of person… which i hate.. always can’t make things right.. only enjoys loitering and surfing the net… seriously i don’t understand why i can go on9 for the whole day but never once studying for one solid hour… i guess this is call-NOOB in studies!!

I just need more time damm it.. but i know la.. more time also useless.. I’ll just waste myntime recklessly again… my only hope is to turn in to a new leaf…(nah… it won’t happen.. ) actually… ACTUALLY!!!..form 4 is not as hard i thought.. only thing is to emphasize more on studies only mah… which is a so “life threatening” thing for me to do..

Since my study time now is so freaking cramped.. my retarded brain will torture me with all sorts of mind tricks to prevent me from studying (stupid thing) like the typical laziness habit, or the rather ‘rare’ sleepy symptom… which i still can endure and compromise with the brain..the worst part is always getting headaches…yikes! i despise it.. constantly keeping me unfocused..

if you too are having these symptoms.. i recommend you the highly effective method = self high… cam whoring, sing as loud and pathetic as you can, what ever la!! it sort of reduces your misery…haha.. as they say.. “Just Do It”…

Anyway I’m just talking rubbish… (as usual)..But i really hope that.. this exam will be kacang though.. in terms of questions!!!!..pls pls pls pls pls.. I’ll pray everyday for it! my six sense tells me that I’ll deteriorate this term.. but who cares.. i never trusted it.. i only trust my self.. hehe… gtg…. really wish you guys… BEST LUCK IN EXAM!!!!~~!!