SecreT

Fyi..there wont be anything secretive in this post… During this “Hali Laya” holidays.. Me n 2Bro watched this movie called “Secret”….if u’re wondering….yup… that’s Jay’s latest film.. I wasn’t a big Jay fan…Especially in his movies like “Initial D”.. those are just boring movies with blurry pronunciation…

But this movie is totally different! It has a fantastic story line..!!! For those who watched this movie… u know what I’m talking about.. At first, i predicted that the discipline teacher was Jay’s dad… which is so true and easy… then.. i predicted Jay n Xiao Yu are siblings… which is soooooooo wrong…It totally exceeded my expectations.. i thought it was a lame movie with pretty gals.. boy i was wrong.. This movie is freaking ultimate.. Who will ever guess that the old relic piano has a ’secret’ score hidden underneath it??!!!?? Even though the main actor wasn’t that lengzai.. but the main actress was sweet and cute.. yikes.. and their love storyline is fun yet sad and the ending…

Plus my goodness.. the way they played the piano is absolute breathless… imagine if u’re lovers and both are talented in music and played the piano together.. that is such a prefect love…

Actually I’m just writing regarding this movie because it’s been bugging me ever since i watched it…(Friday).. In fact.. i became rather addictive and downloaded the whole OST.. All because of the stupid ending made by the stupid producer…(which is Jay himself) It’s all his fault… why must the gal die of freaking asthma attack?!?!?!? why must the gal cant rmb the bf after he went back????!!!? i know i know.. if i very clever y don’t i be the director mah??. it’s just so frustrating to see after what they’ve been through they din end up together in the end… stupid touching, sad, romantic movie.. But a movie will always be a movie.. which is different from reality…

Dammit… I just hope i’ll concentrate on my studies (esp mt) instead listening to it’s ost…. and hopefully a “Secret II”…………………………………………………..

Alamak!

Exam is near… Kiasu pupil like me will be hiding in their home forcing them self to memorize and read as many facts as possible.. before the war begins… what la… i hate this kind of life.. like a tortoise… a coward.. but this is the true facts… I’m not mentally prepared for this exam.. because i know..this will determine my results n then my position in class n then my future.. i cant bear to face the truth.. the dark and blurry truth..

I’m always the last minute type of person… which i hate.. always can’t make things right.. only enjoys loitering and surfing the net… seriously i don’t understand why i can go on9 for the whole day but never once studying for one solid hour… i guess this is call-NOOB in studies!!

I just need more time damm it.. but i know la.. more time also useless.. I’ll just waste myntime recklessly again… my only hope is to turn in to a new leaf…(nah… it won’t happen.. ) actually… ACTUALLY!!!..form 4 is not as hard i thought.. only thing is to emphasize more on studies only mah… which is a so “life threatening” thing for me to do..

Since my study time now is so freaking cramped.. my retarded brain will torture me with all sorts of mind tricks to prevent me from studying (stupid thing) like the typical laziness habit, or the rather ‘rare’ sleepy symptom… which i still can endure and compromise with the brain..the worst part is always getting headaches…yikes! i despise it.. constantly keeping me unfocused..

if you too are having these symptoms.. i recommend you the highly effective method = self high… cam whoring, sing as loud and pathetic as you can, what ever la!! it sort of reduces your misery…haha.. as they say.. “Just Do It”…

Anyway I’m just talking rubbish… (as usual)..But i really hope that.. this exam will be kacang though.. in terms of questions!!!!..pls pls pls pls pls.. I’ll pray everyday for it! my six sense tells me that I’ll deteriorate this term.. but who cares.. i never trusted it.. i only trust my self.. hehe… gtg…. really wish you guys… BEST LUCK IN EXAM!!!!~~!!