*note: this will be a damn looooong blog…
I just close my eyes… and the flash backs on my past slowly began to appear in my mind… how long had it been?
- Form 1
Dikalaku kesepian
Dihanyut ombak nan resah
kau mengubati kerinduan
Dikalaku keresahan
Dihanyut malam nan gelap
Kau menerangi hidupku
Kini Segalanya telah berubah
cintaku hanya memori indah
Ku ditinggalkan kesepian
Pilu hatiku
Kembalilah kepadaku
Selamilah jiwa ini yang terluka
Ikatan kita berdua
Sayangilah diri ini
Belailah jiwa nan sepi
Kelayuan…Dedaunan keguguran
Dahan nan kerapuhan
Bunga2 cinta…layu dipusara
Every single time i listen to this song it reminds me of freshmen year.. My noobest year!!! erm.. if ur wondering?? y this song??
# the answer ..
As a young teenager that walks into secondary life no doubt it was a big change in EVERYTHING!!.. But life in band was joyful.. Being a junior was a good thing.. we’re well taken care by seniors and our only dream was to be able to walk or rather run in formations and participant in competitions like them… As i watch this vid (thanks shanjie) it always reminds me of how young and naive once we we’re… But now.. all the familiar faces are gone… all that’s left is only memories..
- Form 2
My best year… Did u ever get the change of traveling the a foreign country with ur friends and teachers??? well.. i did.. it was a great privilege to get this opportunity since i was still a junior at that time.. Or the time when my seniors gave me a surprise birthday cake on my B’day~~ band camp- i remember vividly my Section leader bring us out for yam cha while of the others r watching band vids.. The time we all sat in front of band room talking some eerie ghost stories 2 IN THE MORNING!!! ahhh~~ those were the good old times.. I’ll always cherish the time we’ve spent together, when we shared our thoughts and feelings when we’re in Spain. Times where all of us are well-tanned or rather burnt charcoal! I missed all the good laughs we had during practice, the tears we shed and times we packed our instrument and uniforms together before going outstations…
That year, we were 1st runners up in the national finals, Penang..
-Form 3
Senior year… this was practically the most disastrous year… the whole year was a very crappy year to me.. All my seniors had left me.. the feeling was different now… going practice was a big waste of time.. what had happen??!?? where did all the enthusiasm for band went????!? It was lost.. and it struck me.. band was meaningless to me… the only good memories i had was during national day parade in Kuching last year… whereby i got to know a few juniors.. they’re very cute in personality… haha.. they were the ones who made my laughs and smiles..
-Form 4
The present.. ntg to elaborate… ntg to say… all had change.. the custom is not time same.. everything is different, in heart and thoughs.. there is no enthusiams…nor the heart to strive… i dunno what to do… i dunno wat they’ll do.. but pls dun harm this band.. a once well known and flabbergasting band… now everything is ruin.. the attitude has change.. who knows wat will happen… if this continues…. only one word can describe.. S.U.C.K.S…
All that I can say is.. Happy 30th Birthday, Nan Hwa Band….. may the legend continues..
For once a place I called home…
PS: i know is a boring blog la.. pls pls pls dun fall asleep k??
