I’m loving angels instead

•February 5, 2010 • Leave a Comment

They’re everywhere, filling our daily lives with sheer joy. Despite the ups and downs you’ve been though, you know that they’ll be there for the better or the worse for you. To be able to hugged you when you cry or to celebrate an auspicious occasion together. Those angels aren’t the traditional ones with the wings and halos.

In fact, they are just normal people like you and me surrounding this enormous world, being a blessing in disguise and making the people along them happy with all the positive energy and great visions.
I would love to thank this person in particular, whom opened my heart to many more options and point of view on a certain aspect. This person is always there when I needed comfort and advice especially when I’m emotionally down and also being utterly frank when I need an honest opinion, I’m glad I have you.
To speak the truth, last year was an emotional turmoil. It sounds right, looks right but it’s not. It was one of the darkest year I’d endured. To fail miserably in something I was supposed to be good at, to let emotions surpassed logical thinking and to give in to temptations. My live was capsized, overthrown by a whole different phase of challenges. To complete tasks that I was ill-prepared for. Partially I blame myself for not foreseeing it, yet no one is perfect right?

People do screw up, people make mistakes. The important part is to turn back, walk to the right path, even if it means to restart the journey.
However, I’ve always believed that every cloud has a silver lining, and I’m beginning to notice the silver lining now. So, I’m relieved! THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS! You know who you are.
Right here, right now. It’s all me again, I’ve to run this track even faster; consistent as ever. But at least I know now that parallel with me, it’s you, =) though we do not meet nor intercept, yet we move forward together. For that matters the most.

Feb flashbacks

•February 2, 2010 • Leave a Comment

So long Jan, it was great having you to kick start my year off.

Like, every year, i’ll say it here that Feb is my favourite month of the year.

Reminiscing back, Feb is usually hectic with sports practices and sport day.

For once, i think i miss those practices. Chilling under the late afternoon blaze. Close your eyes and just feel the warm wind brushing your face while sitting on the grass talking to the blue house members. Try outs never failed to be mundane, yet to think back again, it wasn’t as bad as it sounds either. Time was abundant then, things seems to be way slower.

Sports day was usually the main even of the year, people from all societies will gather around to organize a food fair and poor members like us are forced to sell coupons and help out. But heck, at least it’s a piece of memories to talk about right?

Running was what i did each year. I couldn’t understand why i love it. First and foremost, it’s tiring, it’s revolting if you over do it and it can be suffocating at times. Breathless. It wasn’t something i was good at either. Maybe it was the endorphins or perhaps the adrenaline rush before the whistle blows that kept me running all while long.

How come it feels not long ago?

Funny how time messes around with the timeline.

The Email =)

•January 26, 2010 • Leave a Comment

Dear Christine,

Heiio! Howk’s it going ?
Thank you for sending a Christmas card. We are very happy to
hear from you ! We are very sorry we did’nt write to you right
away. We have been busy around the end of the yearand the New
Year.Sorry about that.

Well, we are greatly happy to have you again! Come and visit us.
You are always welcome! We are looking forward to seeing you
again this summer! Or I may go to Malaysia to play golf with a
friend in Penang before you come to Japan.

Hope to see you again!
Take care !!

Sincerely yours,

from Yuzuru Tsuge

Gap Year- Should They be encouraged?

•January 22, 2010 • 4 Comments

[Pretext: I plagarised did this for my for Thinking Skills assignment last year.. just thought of sharing it here. =) And YES, i plagiarized it mostly from the great Mr. Net. Sorry bout that, but the content is pretty much what i would have said too. AND NO, it wasn't included in my marks or what so ever, apparently we just did it for fun =.= and for our dear lecture <3]

Gap Years – Should They Be Encouraged?

What does it mean by gap year? A gap year is pretty much what the name implies – a break between periods of study. Basically, “gappers”  (which is a common nickname for those who take gap years) take time off between periods of schooling to do something else for a while such as travelling, doing volunteering jobs, just to name a few. So the main question here is whether gap years should be encourage or not. Why not? As a matter of fact, taking a gap year between secondary school and college is common among Europeans and the American students, but they haven’t been popular in Asian countries, including Malaysia.

Gap year actually allows us to reflect on our chosen path, instead of hastily enrolled to a college. We have more time to think and chose what course to study. Some people would take this opportunity to do some job attachments so that they would not regret their chosen paths after entering college.  However, some people also do tend to think that a gap year is a waste of time and you will be graduating and working later than your peers. In a slight sense it is true, but this is the part where the old adage “Time waits for no man” doesn’t quite apply. Life is not about earning 1 million before the age of 30 and be married with kids by 35. Everyone have their own pace of life, by taking gap years does not necessarily means they won’t be successful in life. What determines a person’s success is their passion and dedication towards what they are doing. Nowadays, even top university encourages students to take gap years before enrolling, for instance, Princeton and Harvard. By taking it, they have an extra advantage which boosts their chances of admission into their university of choice. Just like in Malaysia, if you are involved in extra curriculum activities or even National Service, (which “considered” as a gap year) you actually have a higher chance in getting scholarships, but it is also provided that you have the brains and grades of course.

Apart from that, those people who took gap years did not practically waste their time being a couch potato. They opted to learn new things, knowledge that can neither be taught nor learn in school. Besides going college after completing secondary school, (which is the so called the “right” thing to do for most parents and teenagers) there is a whole bunch of alternatives to choose. Some may picked up a new language, some may go backpacking or same may even learn the FLUTE! Mainly, most gappers will choose to do volunteering jobs. This programme varies from teaching the poor to saving endangered animals to building shelters. What they have gained from volunteering is not something that could be learnt by reading books. Some say that it was the time of their life, the experiences gained was precious and cherished. And even years after that they will reminisce the days and not regretting the decision they’ve made to take gap years.

There are plenty of organized programs that market themselves for gap years – from specific gap-year programmes such as LeapNow and Where There Be Dragons, to programmes organized by the likes of AFS, Up With People, Raleigh International, The Peace Boat, semester At Sea, and The Scholar Ship, and much much more. Prices of these programs differ; some offer financial help, some are self-funded. So, gap-year programmes should totally be encouraged especially in our country Malaysia. Being a multi racial country, gap years encourages unity of the nation by exposing people of different races to work together and forming a team. It will be the biggest learning experiences of their life. They will learn more from all the activities than those at school. It will build up their confidence, know things about the world, connected them to all sorts of people, and give them exposure to things that would NEVER get in a school environment.

Parents play an important role in raising their children; instead of pressuring them to enter college why not cut them some slacks. It’s not like by letting your children taking gap years will result in them not entering university. They should be exposing to the outside world, it will guide them to be independent in life. Some say that you must enter the workforce right after graduation, or else you will miss out on climbing career ladders and be dommed to low-level jobs for a long time, losing out on money and prosperity. Again, you don’t have to rush. There’s plenty of time for work. Employment rates change, and there are always job openings – you can even create your own job! Even fresh graduates who have never taken some time off aren’t always guaranteed a job, so there’s no real way to say whether having a gap year is necessarily a detriment to employability.

Gap years can also be a great resume booster. In the same way that they help university admissions, employers would be very impressed with people who have taken the initiative to explore various options and gain experience. Based on your varied skills and experiences, you would stand out over other competitors vying for the same job whose resumes are more conventional but less unique. I personally feel that we’re focusing too much on materialistic gains. “If you don’t get a good, high-paying job, you’re a failure” – this mindset is a corollary to “If I don’t get straight As/admission into top universities/a scholarship/a degree, I’m a failure”, and is extremely destructive. Success shouldn’t be on just how much you earn or what you own; it should be about your satisfaction with life. What makes you happy? Many people take gap years just to answer that question; it’s definitely something we should think about.

This is my personal experience in taking gap years (I’m not sure whether this can be considered as gap years or not because it’s just a short period of time, so please correct me if I’m wrong.) throughout my schooling days as student, I find it pretty boring during year end holidays. One year (which was year 2006), I decided to do something out of the box like joining the Outward Bound School. It’s basically a camp about outdoor adventures such as kayaking, hiking, rock climbing and so on. It’s all about teamwork and cooperation and because I enjoyed it very much I joined the programme again the following year but this time as a course assistant. There, I learn to be responsible in taking care of the participants. That very same year, I hiked up Malaysia’s tallest mountain with my brother, right to the summit! Perseverance was the key in succeeding and the sense of accomplishment was overwhelming. As for last year, I joined a 3 week youth exchange programme to Japan, whereby I was privileged to be exposed by different cultures. Overall, I meet great people along the journey.  What I’m trying to do here is not to tell my grandmother story but to emphasize that I’ve really gained A LOT throughout the years. We only live once and life is not just about studying and getting good grades.

Thus, that is why gap years should be encouraged.  : )

Grateful

•January 20, 2010 • Leave a Comment

To have 3 brothers that cares and checks on your current happenings constantly.

To have parents that doesn’t reprimand you for getting bad grades and overslept during a crucial exam. Instead, offers advices whenever needed regardless it’s related or not, useful or not, logic or not. I  love them for that.

To have friends to hug and to leaned on. To blurt out problems or to share the joy of something with them.

To have teachers who are willing to teach despite of in the verge of vomiting blood.

To have strangers randomly smiles at you, and miraculously made your day.

Yes, of everything mentioned above, INDEED grateful I am.

The Week 3rd Semester Started

•January 17, 2010 • Leave a Comment

There, my 3rd semester started.

Trials is on the end of March =(

Followed by April break then revision period.

Finals is on mid May =( =(

Finished by mid June =)

There isn’t any time to waste anymore, but here i am.. wasting my time. What a hypocrite. Pfft. (badme! badme!)

Several months ago, i decided to discontinued my room’s internet connection because i didn’t want to be lured into the temptation of FB-ing and so on. But somehow, i manage to online with some random person’s wireless. Sigh, but i’m glad, because i just can’t stand without internet! i guess it’s a bad habit. Having excess to internet, is like have a world dictionary on your grip, you can literally search any materials to read, ya, LITERALLY. I love knowledge, it’s a powerful tool. Just yesterday, i stumble to a website that teaches basic Japanese, which IMHO is a very useful website. ;)

Sigh again, internet internet.. what can i do w/o you? i just can’t live well.. haha

Right now, i’m listening to Jay Chao’s songs. I felt sad, because listening to his songs made me realized that those songs were at least a few years old, which means i’m growing older each day. (and somehow rather his songs are sad!)

2010, all i need to do is to study hard, put all my efforts down.. Hocus Pocus Focus! An easy task comparing to working under the sun everyday, earning a meager living.

Like what all Manglish will sound like, liddat oso cannot do meh? (=.=)

•January 14, 2010 • Leave a Comment

I had a dream some nights ago..

the dream was very vague..

and by the time i woke up.. half of it was already forgotten..
However, i think it must have been a good dream,

a sweet dream =)

Wished that the dream was true =(, or maybe come true perhaps?

XP

Words to Ponder

•January 12, 2010 • Leave a Comment

I stumble across something very inspiring in my mail box today.. you may not find it as interesting as i did.. but, wait..

There are 4 things that you can’t recover..

the stone……after the throw!

the word… after it’s said!

the occasion.. after the loss!

and finally……

THE TIME.. AFTER IT’S GONE!!…

those words certainly made my day..

Already Gone

•January 8, 2010 • Leave a Comment

No, someone did not die..

Remember i mentioned about hosting a Japanese student?
Yea, she’s gone already.. Yesterday was my last day with her.. (T.T)
It’s quite depressing to say goodbye with someone you’ve come close with in the past 3 weeks..
But, that’s how it revolves around in life.. you come and you go..
Sure goodbye sucks, but what doesn’t suck is the memories both of us gained throughout the period of time..
Exchanging cultures and BS-ing most of the time, really is.. FUNtastic.. haha

I’m missing her already..

Speaking of missing… my holidays are officially OVER..
Homeworks and revisions are pilling like always, =(
The next half-year is gonna be hell!
However, i gotta feeling i’m gonna enjoy it to the max! <3 woohoo~

People always have new year resolutions, but i'm done with it..
lying to myself every year that i'll do this and that and ended up accomplishing nothing but disappointment..
Neither am i just going to "go with the flow" too..

Year 2010, is gonna be the year that i finally do something for myself and doing the things that I've always enjoyed.. heh..

Bring it on 2010! I'M READY!!!

First Post in 2010

•January 3, 2010 • Leave a Comment

Howdy 2010~~~~~~

My year kick started with count downing new year’s at Genting car park ~ The place was packed in a way it creates the atmosphere.. That was my first time celebrating it there, so it was quite a new experience, the cold and the people =)
Though, i was a bit disappointed by the fireworks display, because most of the flare and blaze was covered by the clouds.. Anyways, i spent it with my family and also with a youth exchange student.. so it’s all good.. =)

The next day, we traveled all the way down to Malacca (ma liu jia XD) to attend a cousin’s wedding.. another interesting experience there, get to know my extended family from all the way from the land below the wind~ (Sabah)
The trip was also my first time to Malacca.. (finally i’ve stepped there) therefore, i wasn’t bored but rather enthralled by the preserved heritage dated back some 500 years ago..

Speaking of the exchange student, her name is Yumi and obviously by her name you can guess that she’s from the land of the rising sun..(another fantastic reason to host her) Well, the whole story began while one day i was FB-ing in Starbucks and Lion Tony asked in FB whether i was free to host.. of course i said yes by all means, because i wanna know how it feels being a host to a foreign student and exchanging cultures and everything.. you know ;) It turns out to be better than i thought it would be.. and to the point that, once she goes back.. i’ll definitely miss her rotten.. :(

So, my holiday is coming to an end now, college starts in about a week or so.. my final semester, have to shift my priories, set a straight goal.. and B.I.G..

Oh.. and ya.. sorry for not posting pictures… most of the pictures are in FB.. and i’m too lazy to repost it here.. so sorry about it.. :(

Finally, i’m glad to say that.. my holiday was AWESOME!!!! happy school reopen people! =)